Showing posts with label Random Thoughts. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Random Thoughts. Show all posts

To Write, Or Not to Write? To write.


One of my soon-to-be resolutions is to write more blogs. Not post things, but actually write. You know, unleash my inner Carrie Bradshaw (only a more Sylvia Plath-like version). It's funny, the one question I'm always asked after people find out I majored in English is "Oh, so you're a writer?" I usually cringe with a simple "No." I'm just damaged and neurotic. Let me assure you that their is a BIG difference between writers and people who can write. I will never consider myself a "writer." However, this after-graduation hiatus is driving me nuts and I need to put some energy into something productive. It seems whenever I have time off, my thoughts get the best of me; which usually off spins into an anxiety-driven depression (although I haven't had the urge to stick my head in an oven). Turns out I do my best when I have something to do. I need structure and deadlines, not an empty apartment with nothing to do but rewrite my resume 500 times a day - I'm not exaggerating. Have you tried finding a job lately? Starbucks won't even hire me! Thanks, recession. Therefore, since my days are beginning to blend together, it seems like I'll have plenty of time write.

My favorite bloggers are the ones who write about their life, not the daily-journal-of-uninteresting-things-you've-done-lately, but the ones who dig deep and share experiences that are relatable (whether good or bad). This is where my issue comes in. For some reason, I have the biggest issue with sharing information. I figure the best way to start is to follow in Ashley's footsteps and Blog Through My Years, from kindergarden through College. It should be fun. And therapeutic. I'll upload Kindergarden within the next few days; you know, in between my daily debates with deciding whether or not to add periods after my "Skills and Qualification" fragments.

Christmas List*


I want these things for Christmas. Cool? Although, I'll probably just end up getting it all for myself.

1. Sewing Machine
2. Tudors & Bones on DVD
3. iPod Touch (I ran out of music room on my nano)


Is that too much to ask? I promise to leave cookies.

Christmas Time



I'm totally in the mood for Christmas this year. I can't wait until the weekend so I can decorate and put lights up!



[image via: flickr]

Next Paycheck:


I seriously have no idea why I like these. I just do.
Therefore, come Wednesday, they'll be mine.

Reality?

Scary how accurate horoscopes are sometimes.

Sounds like November

New Playlist, just because it's November - my FAVORITE month of the year! I'd make an audible playlist, but I'm really lazy right now. Maybe later? ;)

"Lay beside this mess and call it consequence."


Although I've never counted success in dollar signs, I've come to the realization that I need to make a decent amount of money when I grow up.
I hear therapy's expensive.

One, 21 Guns

I can't explain how much I love this song. It's definitely my favorite off the new Greenday album. I've haven't really listened-listened to it until today and I must say that it's beautiful. It's complex yet poetic - just the way i like it!

The line "One, 21 guns," is gorgeous, both lyrically and sonically. After all, it encourages a final 21 gun solute - the highest honor during military ceremony. You could look at this song as being "anti-war," especially after American Idiot, but it can easily convey a relationship between two people. The greatest works of art are chameleonic and I love that "21 Guns" can be understood and appreciated in many different ways.

If you haven't done so already,
you should def. take a listen:


High Ceilings


To Die For.
Again, I want this apartment.

Fragmented Thoughts, Just 'Cuz.

  1. I will never get sick of the movie 10 Things I Hate about You. Heath Ledger and JGL in the same movie? You can't get better than that. Especially for a 90's romantic comedy..
  2. True Story. (Brad Pitt on spirituality): "I'm probably 20% atheist and 80% agnostic. I don't think anyone really knows. You'll either find out or not when you get there, until then there's no point thinking about it.
  3. I recently threw out all of my clothes (ALL of it!) and am updating my wardrobe. I spent a couple hundred dollars today. And I feel no buyers remorse. Don't you love when that happens?
  4. My new thing is wearing vintage rock tees with a scoopneck sweater. Too bad I now only have 2 t-shirts. :/
  5. If I had the time, I'd hang out in Apple and listen to the guys behind the Genius Bar talk Geek all day.
  6. That being said, Puter is sick and had to be sent out for repairs. Initial problem: He wouldn't wake up from sleep. I brought him in a couple weeks ago and they put $800 worth of new parts in him (for free, thank goodness!). It's basicly a new computer but the sleep thing wasn't resloved and I really dislike turning him off improperly. Sooo I brought him back and the Geniuses were shocked at this unusual problem. I for one don't think it's unusual. Most people simply wouldn't bring in their computer for something so irrelevant. Anyway, I miss him dearly. I'm now stuck using a PC and feel retarded. It took me about 10 min to figure out how to save a picture to the desktop. And this no-spell check thing is pissing me off!
  7. I had a dream last night that I was best freinds with Joey from Real World Cancun. Yes, I'm aware he's an ignorant douche. And yes, I will always watch The Real World no matter how lame or repetitive the story lines become.
  8. I have a HUGE crack on my windshield. When I saw it, I just stared at it in shock with my jaw to the floor. Then, I came in and told my mom and sister. They both stared at me in shock with their jaws to the floor.

Ok, enough fragments. I'm gunna go clean and get rid of all my shoes now. ♥